I think I've written a little about the fall in one of my articles ... yes, in the one about precognitive dreams. I could probably expand on it as I am coming to see it as a sort of shamanic initiation.

As for the seed metaphor, after I read this story, all of the fears I had about doing this "new thing" started to fade away. When it came time to do it, I was fine, and it turned out very well.

I have slowly been becoming aware of protective behaviors from the past that no longer serve me. Your story brought everything I've been learning together and crystalized my understanding. Thanks again :-).